redundancy...is that even a word?

yes..morbid thoughts....they are strangely comforting sometimes. I just realised what a redundant life form I am. haha. Whee. Disappearing may be a good idea. I cut myself today. It's quite fun watching the blood drip...and dry up. quite fascinating really...ah well..the bleeeding stopped after a while. sighs. I dunno why I can't stand the sight of other people's blood but my own seems to be strangely interesting is a weird way.... hm...i wonder why....

of slow internet connections....and a procrastinating bum

You won't believe how slow my internet is now...and it's making me depressed. boohoo. My download rate is 2kb's and the file im dloading (nana the movie) is 1.17 GB. bleugh. On top of that, I've got 20 eps of nana and 1 ep of ouran high school to go. I wonder when i'll ever finish dloading it. booboo. I think it's gonna be a really good watch tho. the characters looked like they jumped straight out of the manga. And the ost is goooood......

Anyway, this week was pretty much....ok. Not too good, not too bad. I dunno whether it's juz me, but evryone seems to be lest perky than they used to be. hahah. maybe i'm just thinking too much, but its kinda sad that we don't have as many crazy moments as we used to.

Oh...and I'm sorry mel!! for being such a procrastinating bum! I'll try my best to post up ewah's life in x mins as soon as possible! whoops!

boreeedddd....

hahaha...im bored..merdeka day!! :) i don't feel patriotic at all.... hahahaha....whee....... product of my boredness.....whee whee whee 

NOOOO!!!!!!!!

I guess evrything good must come to an end eh? sighs...the last day of our hols. I feel depressed. I can't say it was my best hols but, hey, its better than nothing. Got loads of chem work still sitting on my desk in my room but unfortunately, my butt is stuck on to my oh so comfortable computer chair while waiting for my ouran downloads to finish. (0.1 % more! go bit comet!!! :) ) Sigh sigh sigh....moan grunt snorreeeee...... bleh. 

thanks mel!!

thanks mel! this whole post is 4 u!! muax muax. Thanks for revamping my whole blog. love it. Can't get enough of black :). haha...nyways, thanks mel!! this pic's for you !! 

silliness abound~! :)

yes...silliness indeed. As the procrastinating anime-loving individual I am, I have taken it upon myself to find something to watch during our oh-so-short holidays of ours- Ouran Highschool Host Club. I think it falls under the shoujo genre, considering that the Host Club of Ouran Highschool is supposedly filled with "bishonen". In my opinion, though (just my opinion, mind you...all those ouran fans out there, don't kill me!!) graphics of this anime - 2/10. Aiyuu..I mean the characters look so block-ish; and the storyline is somewhat...weird.

-summary-

the main character, haruhi, stumbles upon the ouran highschool host club while trying to find a quiet place to study. ( the host club is a bunch of guys who get money for spending time with gals lol) Stunned by the host club members' weird personalities, she stubles and breaks an 8 million yen vase. So the host club members decide to make her the 'dog' of the club (she runs errands, basically) to repay her debt.

lazy to type more...there's a full summary on wikipedia, believe it or not

Anyway, its a rather meaningless show but if you're up for laughs, then ouran highschool might just have you chuckling at the mere stupidity of the characters. Can't say much, just watched the first ep on youtube just now.

Whee. It's 1 am. bleh..and i was hping that i could finish my summary by 2day too! >< Oh well...it's due on the 28th so wat the heck. :)

OOOOO ya! today's an extremely good say for me~~ i FINALLY collected my blazer (it was ready a month ago haha) and my skirts. And I passed my interview for the student exchange program!! I hope I get to go to Kansai, tokyo or sapporo... can't wait. :)

I think i shall go sleep with happy thoughts in my head. Stupid summary can wait till tomorrow.

Tata!! 

yay! my picasa's working again!!

haha...just a little pic from cny ( me n my cousins being silly) to test out my picasa...yay! it's working again..haha. I just realized that i havnt blogged since forever...whee 

boredom attack

Take The Quiz Yourself!

I doubt it...hahahahahaaaaaa..... aiyo...i want my comp baaaaaaccccckkkkkk ><

me piczoeee

heloo! i have piczo! haha...to accomodate my addiction to drawing. Juzt a little site for my ugly eyesore drawings. haha.

nyways. go visit! haha. I wanna give you conjunctivitis! wheeeeeee!!!

www.laughingriceball.piczo.com

haha. haih. nyways...the real stuff.

Went to 1 utama today with friends...and i watched x-men 3. I dunno...but the ppl in it r just too...a little....invincible for my tastes. How can Xavier NOT die after that disintergrating thingy Jean pulled on him?? and that Gandalf fella still has his powers???

= I dun un (quote my cousin tracy- means i don't understand)

haha. Oh well...anyways, its just my opinion...and to all x-men fans out there, good for you that it's not gonna end yet.

So after the movie we wnt to the arcade...as usual, and played HARD STYLE DDR. I think i lost weight today. It leaves u totally, utterly, completely exhausted!! Better than going to the gym i assure you. haha. Or maybe it's just my stamina which is as low as hell. whee. I think my feet are still tangled up.

Did a little shopping, and sorta played bowling. Pik kaye n Kaisheng rocked man! so damn power. Then al pms. Then al oso power up edi...battle of the bowling titans lol. I didn't see the final score tho. but...they were damn chun!

Later...met up with SEXY SU! (note the SEXY) and had dinner at Jack's place before pk, ks sulin, n ws watched the 2nd movie. Then me n mel lepak lepak around..then we went back to my house.

It's 1 am and I'm still online. whee.

I think I better go and sleep now la. My mum is gonna slaughter me 2moro. Nites!

bleh

haha...its the 23rd of may..in the middle of mid yr exams...well...3/4 the way (whee!!) and i'm blogging...haha. I'm supposed to be studying chem la...but so sien. No mood oh. haih. ramble...so tidak ber-substance. shows how bored i am. whee...juz finish watching another episode of get backers; i feel so unfair towards that anime..if there's such a thing. I mean..i finished watching 51 eps of bleach in 2days and i take lk..forever to watch get backers, like only until ep 20 after.....1.5 months??? haha. i want to watch FMP....><...seriously.
haih..was going blog hopping just now and i realized that evryone's blog is so much nicer than mine. hmph. dun fren u all. except mel la, cuz she's the mel-functioner cannot do anything right 1. HAHA. I think i shall post some of my fanart on my blog after the exams...lazy to put on my absolutely dead deviant art acc...i think i have what? 2 pictures on. haha..im such a lazy updater (quote pk).
Haiya...got nothing to write la. k la. shall go watch summore get backers...

ps eeeee...my dad so annnoooyyyiiingggg......keep on kacau-ing and tickling me. see la! he just poked me for typing this. eeyer. >< go away la!! >< oh yay. he cabut edi...i wish i could lk...senbonzakura or sumtn. even ichigo's smalll tiny minute minuscule bankai oso doesn matter..at least i'll still look menacing. ;P. Shall sign out before my crapping gives the whole world brain damage.

Ja ne! what you can do tomorrow don't do today!

muahaha..us being posers, i'm sure you know where. (fine, if you don't know it was at the lupuskan lupus campaign at 1u. If you didn't come, you really missed out man!) anyway, us being posers. Haha. I went there at 12, cam bk at 2 for musc, and went there agan at 4, and missed all the highlights of the day. How smart of me. Sighs. Still had great fun anyway, and spent loads of money over there. (it's for charity!! ; D) and...inhaled a lot of helium, laughed a lot, walked a lot, can't say i ate a lot....haha. Fine la...I know my post is very tidak ber-substance....IM SO BOORREEEDDDDDD.... and I don't feel like doing chemistry homework. On top of that, I don't have any new bishis to stare at...haih. Looking at hisoka all the time gets boring, ya know?? oh well...shall go print pictures to draw draw now. hehe. Maybe I'll post my pics on the net sometime. in the meantime................................................ love APPLE CHIPS!!!!!!! YAY! 

muahaha..us being posers, i'm sure you know where. (fine, if you don't know it was at the lupuskan lupus campaign at 1u. If you didn't come, you really missed out man!) anyway, us being posers. Haha. I went there at 12, cam bk at 2 for musc, and went there agan at 4, and missed all the highlights of the day. How smart of me. Sighs. Still had great fun anyway, and spent loads of money over there. (it's for charity!! ; D) and...inhaled a lot of helium, laughed a lot, walked a lot, can't say i ate a lot....haha. Fine la...I know my post is very tidak ber-substance....IM SO BOORREEEDDDDDD.... and I don't feel like doing chemistry homework. On top of that, I don't have any new bishis to stare at...haih. Looking at hisoka all the time gets boring, ya know?? oh well...shall go print pictures to draw draw now. hehe. Maybe I'll post my pics on the net sometime. in the meantime................................................ 

Ah..the amusement of crossdressing. Never does it fail to entertain our sick and twisted minds....oHOHOHO!! O well, basically, this was the first activity that we participated in at camp. Pick a member from your group, and cross dress them using newspapers and rubbish bags. Not so surprisingly, all the jap guys got coerced or bullied into performing the embarassing feat. LOL. It was really, really funny. I mean...1/2 of them are pretty! PRETTY!! Oh god, we couldn't stop laughing for hours. After that, we played some traditional games, lk galah pnjg, ayam dan helang, and other malay games, at 2pm, under the sun in the padang. Burnt to a crisp lol. After everybody was pretty much worn out, they briefed us on the group performance the next night. Evrey group had to prepare a short performance, and well, let's just say that we weren't that ready. But that's for later. So....3 days, and 2 nights, no parents, and good company + junkfood = MIDNIGHT PARTY! haha...later that night we were just sorta lounging around, talking and eating. Haha. Girl's night in. The next morning we had a telematch, and, what can I say, I was feeling like an 8 yr (sports day!) old again, running around with water balloons and what not. It was rather funny though, cuz like, we didn't really bother to follow the rules lol. Trudgwed back to the apartment for a break, and we indulged in the luxuries of sacharrrines, caffeine (ir at least, me) and msg. Had lunch after tt, which was edible, ahha- I thought tt the food would suck, I mean, it's selesa homes. But, it didn't suck. lol. Then we spent the afternoon teaching the japs our culture. There was a wayang kulit project. Omg, we did a king kong parody, which was just plain weird. Haha, I mean king kong did the matrix and died in the end! LOL. Then there was this session where they were teaching the japs how to say simple phrases in chinese, tamil and bm. Later, more practice...then the dreaded performance. Like, i think 2-3 groups did their own version of the numa2 dance, and there was some singing, and yet another parody- a drama of snow white. And there was the drama Momotaro (jap legend) 2. As for my group, we sorta just sang 1 jap song (sukiyaki/ ue wo muite arukou) and ikan keke, and twinkle 2 star 1/2 jap n 1/2 eng. LOL. Damn....embarassing...i mean, only the twinkle little star song...lol. O well. Ah...then the real fun begins. FOOT LOOSE!! haha...basically was just dancing like a maniac and then had another junk food party after tt. and I broke a cup. LOL. Nxt morning, i forgot to give my cousin her toothbrush so she was sorta pissed at me all breakfast, and everybody was just taking photos and the like, cuz we were supposed to go home that day. Yea...so i took pics, sat there, played cards, o, did I mention that I shot BB gun pellets into the swimming pool?? hahah...so farnee...i dunno what compelled me to bring the bb gun along. hehe. at i tink bout 12.30, we got on the bus and went...home. argh. parents again lol. The funny thing about tt day was that all the three handphones that me and tracy brought up to selesa, they all died on the same day. Malang eh? hehe..o well, that was the lowdown on camp. Just updating my blog 4 the sake of updating...hahaha...hope you enjoyed the photo. hehe, like they say in japanese : ja ne! 

hahaha 

helloooo~ haha..sorry for the irregular updates about my oh so boring life. Hehe... Just a funny pic I tot I'd share with you guys. Kira going into "seed mode". HAHA. Note : extra big inverted commas! Ok..fine. Only ppl who watch gundam seed will find it funny.OO!! BTW... I GOT THIS PICTURE FROM YZAK.NU. IT IS NOT MINE!! Anyways....MEL!! YOU OFFICIALLY GOT ME ADDICTED TO TT GET BACKERS SONG!! WAT LA U! hehe...Namida no Hurricane! Yay!! that song rocks. Haih...let's see. What did I do today? Basically, my mum went out with her friends, so me n my dad were left to fend for ourselves. LOL. Went to Iketeru at Hilton for lunch, and had this chef special called...I forgot. Haha..anyway, it was good, and the description was funny! It was something like, chef special funky dished or something like that. Haha. After that, we decided to go to MV. When we got there, we found out that there was a BIG BIG BIG JAM! I mean...the que was lk...all the way out to the hiway! In the end, we spent an afternoon in the car wasting A/C and petrol. Then...came back home...and glued myslef to the comp. Again. Hehe. I have no life. I'm sill on the comp. 

Yay!! I can post piccies!! Haha..being the biggest jakun in the world here. hehe. O well, this is the new anime i watched,n the guy in the pic is Kantarou Ichinomiya, jap ghostbuster. The show's rather hilarious. The fact that I got it for RM38 (3 DVDS!!) is EVEN more hilarious lol. It all started when my cousins and I went to Low Yat to do a bit of computer shopping. After getting the recquired upgrades (after some haggling *winks*) we walked around, and that's when spotted KILL BILL!! YEEEESSS!! BUY BUY BUY!! Hence relieving my purse of RM8. (like anyting at low yat would b ori... -.-;;) Walking along, we saw a shop selling action figures n the like. Got stuck there for like, 45 minutes but didn' buy anything, and we were making my 12 year old cousin bored to death because I was staring at gundams (i want.......drooooolllllsssssssssss) n initial d (RX-7!!!) models while my other cousin was drooling at tifa lockhart lol. When Nina (12 yr old cousie) finally dragged our asses out of the store we went to look a sum Nightmare Before Christmas stuff. Then we visited the bookshop, which was a totally pointless visit coz all the books were in mandarin. lol. So we went up 1 floor...GOLD!!! Cds galore!! Games, programmes, movies wtv. Haha..loads of anime but in pc dvd. Then found this shop which actually sold ORI stuff!! Loads of anime 2!! Wanted to buy gundam seed (RM128 vcd) but Tracy said she could get it at RM70 dvd summore. You gotta love her. So i settled with Tactics; been catching my attention for a while really. At first it was RM60, but the lady pasted another pricetag on top saying RM45. Haha...but we put on an act saying we had no money and we got it fro...drumrooooolllll.... RM38!! HAHAHA!!! That's ecen cheaper than my vcd box set of 26 eps!! Currently still laughing my head off. I was unsure really, coz its the first show im buying without doing any research first, but I'm quite happy!! The graphics are amazing, looks a bit like yami no matsuei actually. But, the ost sucks. haha  

in which I am SEVERELY deprived of sleep

=.=!!!! PPL!!! can u see my eyebags?? LOOK!!! O.O.------->> =.=.

This is the latest masterpiece by my 2 cousins. I will b in display at the lourve. It is called the zombified cousin with the super big eyebags looking for a super big cup of coffee. Damn...I only got about 6-7 hrs of sleep during the past two days. Sleeping over at my cousin's house definitely sin't good for health. But good for the stomach!! -- my aunt's such a fantastic cook...yum. We had lk choc fondeau (sp??), cream puffs, tiramisu n cheesecake 4 dessert. MMMMMMM....... chocolate (zombie...run 4 ur lives!!!!) But with such good food to fill my oversized tummy, how did i not plop off to bed right away?? Obviously...i wanted to stay up late too, but wat prevented me from sleeping in??


1) I wanted my smelly pilloooowwwwwwww............which i didn have

2) My cousin's room can b compared to the north pole

3) haunted by the corny scenes of cindrella story- my cousies wanted to watch cuz they havnt watched it yet.

which resulted in...drmrollllllllll....... 3 hours of sleep!!! and im still awake n functioning. I think ik need a super big starbucks now. Shall go get it.

Ciaoz!

~..-- :> hoLidAySS!!<:__..~

HAHAHAHA!. It's finally the hols!!! hehe... O..juz came back from china.. which was 60% boring bu 40% VERY interesting. will upload sum pics if i can get my lazy ass to do it..chances?? = 0.0000001%. But i WILL try.. i mean.. i think i owe my blog at least a few pics after it's een ded 4 so long. see? im sooooo "nice" to my bloggiee... ok..fine im rambling. Nyways, after i came back from china..went to skool 4 two days.. then went out 4 corpse bride the other day wif ly, darren, kann, vk, pk, jy, al n weng. Wah.. i tell u i haven't felt so janggal in my life!!! Evrybody ber pak to i juz sit there lk dungu...hahahahaha. So out of place...but overall..it was ather fun, n i spent most of my money playin para para paradise 2..haha..it was so hilarious. I think i looked lk a bad immitation of breastroke swimmer...sheesh.. al roX at ddr paradise 2!!! Go mai!!! heheheheh...

I got nutin to write..

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SO I SHALL SIgN OFF NOW~~~~

BYE NYA!!

kentucky fried chicken

Today...was like any other day. Boring~ (quote harimay i movie lol) But today there was jo bm tuition! now there's sumtin worth posting about...
hahaha...im overreacting. O..and jade brought kfc 2 skool 2day. How nice of her...

I have nothing 2 post

haih

bithday mirthday kirthday da nya~~~

haha...my b'day 2day..lol. went out wif my buddies...im sure u noe who. went to red box 4 karaoke..so lol. halfway singing pl bcame senile, n i caught it 2! (thnx alot pl!) then we sang n sang n sang...even sang a mandarin song! chio rite we all? hehehe...then we went shoppin..walk walk walk..then we went to the pet store! haha..siao case...

i was happy 2day but 1 thing missing...

STARBUCKS!!!!!

PS...POCKY OSO DUN HAF!
CRIESSS...

LAFFSSSS...

AT AL'S TESTIMONIAL!

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