redundancy...is that even a word?

yes..morbid thoughts....they are strangely comforting sometimes. I just realised what a redundant life form I am. haha. Whee. Disappearing may be a good idea. I cut myself today. It's quite fun watching the blood drip...and dry up. quite fascinating really...ah well..the bleeeding stopped after a while. sighs. I dunno why I can't stand the sight of other people's blood but my own seems to be strangely interesting is a weird way.... hm...i wonder why....